Happy Thanksgiving.  A couple of days ago I asked you what you were thankful for.  We all have a multitude of things and people we are thankful and grateful for and depending on where we are in this life; what age, social status, employment situation, family dynamics, etc.; the things we are thankful for will change as time goes by. 

I am thankful to my God for saving me, for loving me when I was unlovable, for trusting me enough to put other souls eternity in my hands, for comforting and providing for me, for His instruction and guidance, and for the peace He has placed inside me that I truly do not understand.

I am thankful for my wife.  She probably does not know it at times but, she is the one who keeps me going.  What I do here, if not a part of my mission from God, is for her.  I want and need some things for myself but a lot of these things are for us.  I love sharing this time with her, this time in this short part of our eternal existence.  She does keep me going and she is more important to me than I could ever say. 

I am thankful that my kids are all still alive.  That’s all I will say about that right now.

I am thankful for my twelve beautiful grandkids.  They are all whole, smart, amazing and so very different from each other. They make me smile, and laugh, and want to be young.  I want to help make this world a better place for them because they have so much time ahead of them.  I miss a few of them tremendously because I do not get to see them very often.

I am thankful that I have a job and a house and food and a bed and all the necessities of life.  I am so blessed that I do not have to wonder where I will sleep or if I will eat today.  This nation may not be as great as it once was or as good, but it is still one of the greatest places to live in the world. 

I am thankful for my stuff.  My books, movies, computers, tools, furniture, and all the other little things that fill a life and a house and make it a home.  I find that even with the slow times in my work I have plenty to do and take up my time.  This blog for instance.

I, too, am thankful for chipotle.  And for barbecue and Cajun spices.  For marinara and teriyaki.  Food is wonderful and we live in a place and a time where we have an abundance of taste sensations that surpass any other time in history.  Thanks Heath for pointing this out because we really should not overlook even the seemingly mundane. 

One of the main things I am thankful for is friendship. 

Most of my life I loved myself more than anyone.  In fact I really didn’t love or like much of anybody and I never had more than one friend at a time.  Even then they were not friends as I know them now.  They were acquaintances that I kept around for those rare times when I got tired of myself.  Most of the time, I was perfectly happy with being alone.

All of that changed when I entered the Kingdom.  I started down a path of love and caring for others that has fundamentally changed me.  I crave and covet time and conversation with others.  I enjoy and learn from this conversation and all fellowship with my friends.  At one time I did not care about being a part of a group and now, it seems, I long for others to be around; to share in this wonderful testimony of God’s goodness. 

What is a friend?  The dictionary at Dictionary .com says this;

A friend is a lover, literally. The relationship between Latin am?cus “friend” and am? “I love” is clear, as is the relationship between Greek philos “friend” and phile? “I love.” In English, though, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, fr?ond, the Old English word for “friend,” was simply the present participle of the verb fr?on, “to love.”

Friendship is simply love.  And God’s love for me has just had to spill over and out and has allowed me to find true value in having friends. I am thankful for all of the friends I have found through Christ. 

There was the friend that was there daily for a while, allowing me to bounce thoughts and ideas off of him as I began the journey down this new path.  He never judged, but guided me back when I was in danger of straying.  He prayed for me and helped me.  He has moved on in this life but I know he is still my friend and I love him.

There are the many, many friends that have welcomed me into their church and their lives.  They ask about my welfare, encourage and challenge me in my walk with Christ, genuinely care and love me.  We discuss the things of God and the agenda for advancing the Kingdom.  We talk to each other, pray for each other, and look out for each other.  I did not use to see casual acquaintances as friends but now I do.  We are all even more than just friends, we are family.

Then there is the one that I would say is my best friend.  We are alike and also very different.  He challenges me in my thinking and ideology as I do his.  He sees things one way and I see them the other and sometimes there is even some pain.  I have hurt him and even though he doesn’t know it, he has hurt me.  But if there was no pain then there would be no love.  The very definition of real love has to have room for some pain. 

I have and never will intentionally hurt any of my friends and I know my best friend will never do that to me.  But we can only grow when we have cause and reason to see another side to things.  Real friends are not yes men.  A real friend will challenge you, frustrate you, and still be there for you.  That is something I never really understood in the past.  I believed a true friend would have to be like me, think the way I do, and have the exact same core values.

That is just not so.  The most rewarding friendship I have ever had is actually from the one that is exactly the opposite in most of these things.  But we seem to both be working towards a center.  And if Christ was anything, I believe He was the center, of that narrow path.

I will continue to say, write and teach the things that I believe to be the Truth.  But I expect all my friends to help keep me on that narrow path that leads to an eternity with my Savior.  None of these things are to hurt or cause pain but I know that sometimes they might.  To all my friends, thank you for being my friend and not letting our differences destroy our friendship.

I thank God for friends and I

Love you all

Tags: Christ, Church, Conversation, Eternity, Fellowship, friend, Friendship, God, Kingdom, Love, relationship, Testimony, Thanks, Thanksgiving

Have you ever seen a display of skilled acrobatics?  The twisting, and the turning, and the bending, and the seeming ability to tie the human body into knots seem almost impossible to someone, like me, that on some mornings find it painful to tie my shoes.  The flexibility and the agility displayed looks painful and amazing at the same time.  It goes to show you that almost anything can be made to appear in ways that were not intended, like the human body. 

I read a couple of sites occasionally that are mostly made up of Calvinists.  I do it to stay informed and also because I have a need to test my beliefs to see if I am in error.  These people paint an amazing but troubling, picture of God.  One that makes Him so meticulous in His control, so omniscient He already knows what I am having for lunch on June 12^th 2011, so omnipotent that no one can even be presented as in opposition to His will, above and outside time and yet still able to relate to us in time, and so locked in rigidity that it seems even He is not free to do other than He has done.

It just doesn’t make sense. 

How do these conclusions allow for real free will?

How do these conclusions make anyone other than God responsible for evil?

How do these conclusions make sense of Gods own words describing His responses to prayer and repentance?

How do these conclusions allow or have room for the dynamic loving relationship He wants with us all?

I could go on and on with the questions.  But you probably see what I am talking about.  The answer to the how is that they have made up or coined so many phrases to describe their different justifications for everything, that it is like watching great acrobatics.  They know their argument well and twist, bend and toss it out in a way that even those who do not believe the way they do, fall prey to using the same terminology because of the agility of the argument. 

Some of the people that I know personally use the same words and don’t really know what they are implying. 

I read these other blogs and come away with my head swimming in amazement that so many can give an answer to my questions, yet really say nothing at all.  And they use many, many words to do it.  Maybe that is it.  I just don’t know as many words or how to say things in enough ways. 

I am a simple man.  Only a High school graduate.  But I am willing to dig.  But not willing to learn acrobatics or gymnastics to interpret the Bible.  While the display of acrobatics is amazing, it has to hurt.  Especially if you ever give up on the continual training needed to keep up the necessary flexibility. 

Do we really have to twist and turn and even tie ourselves into knots to understand God?  The love of God just does not seem to be that mysterious to me. 

Love you all

Tags: acrobatics, Belief, Bible, conclusions, Evil, flexibility, Free will, God, justifications, Personal, rigidity, terminology

Some people will find everything I said in my last post repulsive and heretical.  The very idea that I would try to limit God is intolerable and immediately calls into question my trust in the Bible.  I want to assure all that the Bible is first and foremost where I go to find wisdom and understanding. 

What I do not find particularly trustworthy is the traditions of man.  We all seem almost incapable of leaving our preconceived beliefs out of our discussions and interpretations.  That includes me.  But some will say, who are you to question the conclusions of the great theologians of the past such as Augustine, Aquinas, Luther, Calvin, etc.  Even the most prestigious contemporary scholars such as Sproul, Piper, and McArthur hold to the view of absolute exhaustive foreknowledge.  Although that is not the terms they would use.  So who am I?

These theologians have concluded that God is so far above us and different from us that the views I am bringing to the discussions here are seen as simply trying to bring Him down to my level.  But ask yourself this. 

When God said let us create man in our own image, did we or did we not inherit emotions or states of mind such as wonder, surprise, excitement, awe, hope, optimism, and other positive human qualities? These good qualities had to come from God; we did not develop them ourselves. Therefore, what is so illogical about a God who also gives himself the luxury of experiencing awe, wonder, surprise and hope? Or is our God a being that has always been devoid of surprise, wonder, and exploration?  As naturally He would if He already saw everything.

In a view that holds to God having to react to our choices we see a God that loves and enters into a relationship with us.  In a view that holds to God being outside of time and far away and already knowing everything before it happens we actually place limits on God that the Bible just does not show us.

Taking the idea of absolute exhaustive foreknowledge at face value, let’s go farther back in time, even before any being in any world, or even in heaven, existed. Only God exists. God sees everything happening.

Can God do anything different than what God foresees happening?

Foreseeing everything that will happen, how can God choose to not create the angels and especially Lucifer?

So what is in control, time or God?  Prescience or God?

Do you see how a known future seems to force even God under its determining flow?

At this strong, absolutely knowable future level, then even God doesn’t have a choice in creating what He has foreseen. Does it really make sense for God to create all the pain? When you really think about it, in this scenario, how can we not argue over foreknowledge while the rest of the world wonders why we bother?  It must have been foreseen. 

Here, some of you may say, “that is just the mystery of salvation,” but when one confronts the true horror of unnecessary human suffering repeated billions of times through earth history, a God who knew it all along, even before Lucifer, becomes either despotic or controlled by time itself.

Do you see how in the theodicy problem, responsibility has to be placed on God if He knew exactly what was to happen?

Do you see how making God know the future absolutely makes God a slave to the stream of time as well?

All of this comes from the Greek deification of time itself, as Chronos, and making the gods and themselves dependent on Fate.  This is fatalism.  It is very similar to Calvinism, although you will never hear one admit it.  Richard Rice said the following in a book called The Openness of God: A Biblical Challenge to the Traditional Understanding of God…

“If at creation God knew with absolute certainty that man would fall, He was not risking the moral harmony of the universe in making man: He was simply sacrificing it.” 

And that sacrifice is not the one shown to us in the Word of God.  Instead we see a different sacrifice because of the fall, the sacrifice of Himself. 

If God does truly, absolutely, foreknow all that is ever to happen, I simply cannot see that true free will is possible.  And the thought of having no free will would make me kiss Christianity good-bye.

In the classic science fiction series, Dune, the complete story is about a family who gain the power to predict the future, but discover that they are in fact creating the future.  Their prescience actually created and they are then trapped in their creations. The first in the line is Paul Atreides.  He seeks the power of prescience but, when he obtains it and has it long enough to realize the nature of it, he just wants to die.  But he can’t until it is the right time to die.  Which will be when he foresaw it. 

The last “god emperor” of Dune decides to breed people whose actions cannot be predicted so no one will ever gain this power again. The thing he ultimately craves is someone who will surprise him.

How else can God truly delight in us if not in our ability to “surprise” Him with our right choices?

Pro 12:22  …but those who act faithfully are his delight.

Jos 24:15  …choose this day whom you will serve, …

It seems Joshua believed, as I do, that we have a choice. 

Love you all

Tags: Aquinas, Augustine, Belief, Calvin, Calvinism, Creation, Discussion, Dune, Faith, foreknowledge, Free will, God, Interpretation, Knowledge, limits on god, Lucifer, McArthur, Paul Atreides, piper, Richard Rice, sproul, traditions

I want to just say it is time to refocus on the tasks we seem to have been ignoring.  Disciple making.  Kingdom advancement.  Taking out strongholds.  Being ambassadors. 

Whatever you might think about the current state of the world, this country, the economy, unemployment, the election results, etc., we have a mission.  That mission is about things that are eternal and as such have eternal consequences.  For you, for me, and especially for those we should be reaching. 

Dan has some great thoughts on his blog as usual.  I have borrowed some quotes and suggest you go here and read the whole post.

“The only “Change We Can Believe In” is Jesus Christ.”

“…a nation right with God only comes about through the transformation of human lives by Jesus Christ.”

“If we truly want change, God-honoring change, then it begins in our own hearts…”

These thoughts line up with my own and I have been trying to say some of these same things.  Thanks Dan for the cohesive display of some valuable truth.

Love you all

Tags: ambassadors, Believe, Election, eternal consequences, God, Jesus Christ, King, Kingdom, Lie, Love, Thanks, world